Today I’ll be writing freestyle because I don’t really have any points or structure prepared. Regardless I trust it’ll turn out well enough! So without further ado, let’s begin.
Now, I’ve heard it being said every now and then that the highest frequency is authenticity, and I haven’t really thought much of it. However, there was a perspective I saw that made me go hmm…
So how it works is basically this. Think of us all as divine blueprints as are creations of the universe. What then is our purpose in incarnation? Why, I suppose that it would then be to become the actualisation! of said blueprint of ourselves, wouldn’t it?
And, connecting the dots, hmm. Doesn’t it stand to reason then that the actualisation of our blueprint, or in other words authenticity, is truly our highest states of being?
Now just a quick overview of some basic concepts in case you don’t know what they mean, in which case it would truly be a pity. Not gatekeeping, obviously! Sharing is caring, blablabla, heh! So.
So we’re all composed of energy, and energy has a frequency. Hz or whatever? Anyway. And we attract similar frequencies to us just by virtue of existing alone. Alright, I suppose that’s it for the top-up. 🙂
Okay, so, where was I? Hmm…
Yeah. There’s also an important commonly-used word that I find it’s quite important to explain here in case you don’t understand it. That word is none other than alignment.
So you see… well, I guess the easiest way to explain it is that if you ARE truly doing what your blueprint describles, or rather what you were designed for, you are then correspondingly in alignment. Yep.
Anyway, living in this world, you could also say that sometimes, it simply feels like we’re wandering about a maze blindfolded!
And at times like these, what I feel is that the most excellent way of out of it is to simply ask – am I walking in alignment with my divine blueprint?
Now, you don’t actually have to believe in spiritual stuff for all this to work.
Rather, simply think of it this way. Conceive of the highest version of yourself in its full glory, one that has been maxed out in all areas.
What would that highest version of yourself be like?
In the past, I was totally… deviant from that concept. So you know how some people know what they want in life ever since young and go after it directly? Well, I was totally not like that at all.
Instead, the very first!! job interview that accepted me, I just accepted without question without even considering… well, basically, I did NOT envision my future self in that role and feel into how well it sat with me. Rather, it was more like oh this game feels fun to play! I think maybe I’ll go challenge it and give it a shot! Yay! kind of feel.
And the second job, too. Thinking back on it now, I am really not very suited for that job at all. However, at the time, I was totally living on novelty. Totally! I was in for the fun of trying out new things yeah. ZZZZ. Now that I think about it, it’s 100% similar to how people enter new romantic relationships for fun. Except I actually did it with career relationships instead. Huh.
But anyway yeah. Fast forward maybe 5 years into the future. Where I am now, I would!! say I’ve learnt my lesson. Just take a look into my daily routines as a 6th house North Node. I mean, even the very writing of all these articles and posts – at least I feel that they’re so 100% me!
Therefore, as we go about our lives and do the things we do, I propose we keep this one thought at the back of our minds – is it aligned with me? How much does it feel like it inhabits my higher, fullest self?
And then, sometimes, you’ll feel! Ahh! X is just so, so me!!! I’m totally living out my purpose in continuously giving my energy to this area over time! And then obviously there can be no guilt, no shame, imposter! syndrome or whatever.
Meanwhile, there are also these other activities where… sigh. Yes, you can see that some people are totally vibrant and in their element and enlivened!!! by said activities. And you are!!! totally happy for them. But, what can you do but admit that said activity doesn’t achieve! the same for you? It simply doesn’t feel part of your divine blueprint!
And by extension, what can you do other than let the activity go?!!
Now, as I alluded to just earlier, this extends to a wide field of things. Doesn’t have to be activities even, can even be people!!! For instance some people do not reciprocate your energy. Well then! What can you do but let them go? And, similarly. No guilt! No shame! Tis self-love!
Of course, sometimes it’s not as clear-cut as that. Sometimes your love for it remains. Sometimes you feel an inner pull compelling you to try more, give it another few shots before you finally just throw up your hands in utter defeat. There’s simply nothing more you can do! Still, you tried, you really did, and if it still doesn’t work out after that, you wish them the best, thank for all you’ve received and you leave in grace.
As in, be the better person and don’t let your energy get bogged down in the mud in what can no longer be salvaged, even undergoing suffering and all that. It’s simply not worth it yo!! Maybe even have faith that something better awaits you, and that’s why you had to release it, literally, to make space for that new blessing to come in!
Finally, I would just like to insert the rather interesting perspective I sometimes see that what is meant for you will never feel forced or effortful. Instead it will just sleekly feel just right as it flows in. Perfectly snug and comfy and easeful. With the ease of huh?
Two examples from recent days come to mind. I’ll just briefly describe them.
So there was something I wanted to integrate into my life in mid January. It didn’t work out and I had kind of thrown in the towel.
Come late April. After a long break and with wholly no thought of it whatsoever, it had somehow reentered and become a permanent fixture in my life!
Example 2. Now, there was something I had wanted to master maybe a month or two back. Eventually, I thought it was too difficult and simply settled for a lesser option. I tried that lesser option a couple of times, but ultimately ceased revisiting it again because I just wasn’t feeling it.
Now, two days ago. Somehow or other, I realised that I kind of could do it already! It all started with a casual hey I kinda feel like maybe I can do it in my mind, and so I just randomly tried, and, presto! I did it!!!
The full option yeah, not the lesser one! Cue swag smirk.
Now, I won’t go into more details with regard to the two examples, but I would like to say this. Don’t force things. Let me use a food analogy which I think is just perfect for this. Hah, it’s all lining up well!
Alright, so basically if the food is too hot, it’ll just feel painful to eat it even. It’s like you’re pushing yourself on tiptoes, bit by bit, trying to edge your way in. Ain’t natural at all. Ain’t comfortable at all yo.
But hey! What if rather than trying to force yourself to eat it, you just sit back and relax for 7 minutes and allow the food to cool down! And hey! Maybe, just maybe, when you get back to the food again, you’ll find that ah!!! That food was just so delicious!! And you voraciously devour it. As could not have been done and relished so just 7! minutes ago!!
The same goes for life. Sometimes, you want something, but… it just isn’t the right timing for that thing to come to you yet. Yes, you can force it. You can do it. But it’ll be painful, and it won’t!! sit right.
In that case, why then must you force things??! No, instead I absolutely!!! suggest you could do things this way instead.
Just let it sit. Forget about it and be in peace with your remaining tasks.
If it’s meant for you, it’ll come to you. Trust that, and live and enjoy your life, and all will be well. For what you are, as the highest actualisation of your blueprint, as you are energy, so can you only attract those remaining components to you simply by existing alone. Thus! Authenticity, and embodying your truest self. That’s how you draw in all the limitless abundance! of the world. For such is the universe.
Ps. Now you know what the top photo in this article means lol.
Pps. Yay enjoyed the article kthxbye. Last week’s one super drained the bonkers out of me so I’m really letting this one go at a comfortable spot.